The letters that never insent to the Recipient

Well, can we forget.... 
I knew it hurt me,  so did everyone,
But each one of you need to know that we shared a lot lot happiness before it all started.
We had so much fun,  happy memories.
Sometimes we felt like we were the happiest couple in the whole world
When we forgot... 
When we tried to not give a single damn about everything that happened around,  and all we knew was that we were fine for being together,
When we were doin silly little things just to make each ofther happy,
Though we knew, it’s never been easy to be us.
And he killin me now,
It’s a part that I've never imagined before.
But one thing is,
For almost 4 years never did i know, how much i've made him fall, break and get hurt just because of me or how bad the situation we got.
Because he was too busy to calm and sooth me, to make me smile, and to make sure that i’ll gonna be fine,
So that he never had a chance to show me that he got so many scars and pains much much more than me.
Sorry that i've always been so selfish,
Sorry that i've been too busy blaming my self so that i couldnt see the pain in your eyes.
So let me finish this letter,
We will never know what tomorrow holds,  but forgive me for i was and i am not capable of forgiving you for everything that you've done,  i was in pain.
just listen to me carefully,
In the end,  i dont really hate you,  and i will never do....
I still believe that you are a kind person, just be your self and don’t let anyone to make you down,
Keep goin on, and good bye, may Allah always bless you..

Sincerely

A little part of your life.

Komentar

  1. Unknown6 November 2018 pukul 21.55

    Keep strong mel

    BalasHapus
  2. Mels6 November 2018 pukul 22.20

    you know who i’m nin, it’s a final part of him and no more. let’s begin to the next chapter :)

    BalasHapus

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